#Bangkok!

Its so frustrating to keep up with a blog, seriously. But I shall try. And yes, I know its been a seriously loooong time since I last updated but lets not talk about that shall we.. the reason why I stopped blogging was cuz I was just... plain lazy. Just me being me heh.

Lets start from where we were, shall we?

So.. PMR ended. For those of you who don't know, PMR is an exam. K thats all you need to know. Lets talk about the exam now. The first paper was BM. And.. it was just.. meh. Basically thats the only word that can describe the paper.. just meh. I don't really have the confidence for BM but we all can hope right? Next paper was English, I fucking aced that shit. Of course I had a few careless mistakes in paper 1.. but paper 2 was soooo good. Confident :) GEOGRAPHY WAS AMAZINGGGG. I checked my paper and had only a few wrongs ;) so far, I'm pretty sure I can get 2A's. Then came science.. lets not talk about that. Moving on. Sejarah.. I felt like it was a hard paper but when I marked it, I had 8 wrongs which is an A! Lucky heh :) then maths, wow.. idk whether to say it was easy or hard... ㅠㅠ let's just hope for the best. Last paper was KH, hahahaha I don't give a damn about that :)

But now that PMR has ended (it ended a month ago btw), I've been focusing more on improving my character and mind. I was recently feeling down for no apparent reason so I knew that I needed to change. How I changed? Well... firstly, I have this little notebook where I write down about the positive and negative characteristics about myself. I needed to stop being lazy, I needed to start to socialize, I needed to stop cussing (which I honestly fucking can't) and lets just say.. this notebook idea was a really a good thing for me. BUT ENOUGH EMOTIONAL TALK. heh.

I have so many stuffs to do. Keeping myself busy ;) because I am naturally busy (cheh cheh perasan) I plan to lose weight (lol no), I plan to learn a new language (coughkoreancough), and just enjoy life yo. That tiny little depression phase I was going through made me realize I should enjoy life no matter what. But I still need karma to work on someone. Yeah you know who you are.

Anyway, I'M IN BANGKOK RIGHT NOWW :) but I'm leaving tomorrow lol. Its currently almost 2AM here in Bangkok. I was lying down on the bed while reading a really famous blog which made me remember this blog hehe. I'll try to update more often because I have to start motivating myself and I feel this way would lead to a healthy motivation wahahaha.

Oh, Bangkok! I arrived last Wednesday to meet my aunt WHO HAS THE SAME FUCKING BIRTHDAY AS SOOYOUNG. Except instead of 90', my aunt is a 89' baby. BUT THE AMOUNT OF SHOPPING I DID IS JUST ASDFGGLHLHKSHAG. I have never shopped this much, seriously. But I'm happyyy :) thats all that matters.

Its sad that I'm leaving tomorrow but I am kinda homesick. The only problem is THERE'S KPOP EVERYWHERE HERE. LIKE SERIOUSLY. My aunt took me for a massage and there was a tv in front of me and I was like "ok cool lez wetch sum teevee" and suddenly TAEYEON JUST POPS UP LIKE A FUCKING PIMPLE AND STARTS SPEAKING THAI AND I WAS LIKE "HOLD UP MASSAGE LADY THIS IS MY FUCKING BIAS" and then another advertisement came and I was just like... ugh. My poor fangirl heart was denied that day.

The next day, I was in the car. I was on my way to a mall called "Platinum(?)" The stuffs there are amazing btw. Anyways, so while seeing the view, THIS FUCKING RUDE ASS BUS DECIDES TO JUST COME RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. AND THE BUS IS COVERED WITH TAEYEON'S FACE. I screamed so loud seriously you think a Directioner is bad, well then you haven't met a SONE. I WOULD SHOW YOU A PICTURE OF THE BUS BUT IDK HOW TO ATTACH A PICTURE USING MY PHONE, SO MY BAD.

So.. yeah. Thats what happened.

Its 2:15AM, I should sleep.

VOTE FOR SNSD BTW.

bye sluts and faggots.